Adulthood

So, I finally figured out that adulthood is hard, and I kinda wanna be a kid again. I mean life was so much easier then. Blowing bubbles, eating Popsicles, watching movies under a fort, talking for days under the setting sun on friends lawns talking about meaningless nothings (but they really meant something). The good ol' days I'm telling ya!

I guess I could still do those things, but now I have responsibilities to take care of. I don't always get a weekend break to spend with friends, we are all doing something different, which makes it hard to see each other.

Recently I read a siblings blog post about waiting. She said that alot of our time is spent waiting for things, and once that comes, we wait even more. I have to say, she is completely right. I wait for school to end, then I wait for a certain exciting month, then I wait for summer, then I wait for school to start again. Why not instead of waiting for something, we go ahead and do what we want. Sometimes spurs of the moment are whats best for us.

As I'm getting older, I get the feeling that I'm not doing something that I love, or something important and all inspiring. What to do, What to do. 

Pondering life more than ever right now.

Mercedes