Up at 2

"Sometimes I wonder about my life. I lead a small life-well, valuable, but small- and sometimes I wonder, do I do it because I like it or because I haven't been brave? So much of what I see reminds me of something I read in a book, when shouldn't it be the other way around? I don't really want an answer. I just want to send this cosmic question out into the void. So good night dear void." -- You've Got Mail

It's 2 in the morning, and I'm still awake. Thinking about life and what it has in store for me. That quote from You've Got Mail speaks to me on so many levels, if you ever wonder what I am thinking, that quote really says it all for me.

I so dream of being an awe-inspiring photographer. I want to go to a great college that is in Hawaii, I want to be able to do things that at the moment I cannot do, because I find myself stuck with money. A teacher would tell me something around the lines of: go on those adventures now, worry about the money later. I wish I could, but money matters and I don't have much. It's so frustrating! I want to be whisked away to go on many adventures and not come back.

Well, I don't really have much else to say, so with that I bid you Good Night

Mercedes