Whats Best For Me

Strong and Courageous

Recently I've had loads of questions about what I am supposed to do and what is best for me. As someone who just turned 20, I feel like I need to figure this out, and start decluttering my life from the things that don't help improve my life. 

I've started figuring out slowly, that even if something is funny, if it has something inappropriate, I don't want to see it. I've also started accepting that I make mistakes, more often than I like to admit, but it happens. The best that I can do is ask for forgiveness from whomever I hurt, and forgiveness for myself, and repent. I will feel better because I tried to fix it the best that I could. 

I want to live my life happily, and have no regrets. Part of that is deciding what truly makes me happy, what goes in my head is clean and beneficial, because more often than not, what gets in my head stays in my head for too long. I don't want inappropriate things in my head to be pondered about, I don't want to ponder about things that disturb me!

Making these decisions has been hard on me because it's so easy to say that it won't hurt me, and it doesn't truly matter, even if it does. It's been hard to block websites from my computer or phone, but it has been beneficial, and I will need to block a few more. Even if it's not necessarily inappropriate, it could still have me waste time and the precious sleep time that I have on things that don't matter.

Our lives are giving more importance to internet, than maybe it deserves. Deleting my Facebook has been beneficial to my life, getting outside has become more important, and family time has also improved. I know I still need to improve, but I will get there and that is something I'm excited to see.

Have many happy days, and let me know what you've done to de-clutter your life

love,

Mercedes